There has been a question in my mind these few weeks. I don’t know whether m I thinking too much or the thing really happen has happen.

Haix. May I ask, what is friendship mean to every one of you?

To me, friendship means that I have my friends with me. We share similar thoughts, interest and emotions. We experience ups and downs together. We share happiness and sadness with each other. Even though, there are times that something happens to you regardless whether is it happen to our personally, or someone from your families that indirect or direct affect you and thus you do not want to worry. Even though we understand that you do not want us to worry about you, but the thing is friends share each other burdens isn’t it? We hope to share your burden and your sadness but do you allow us to share with you? You don’t tell us your emotions, thoughts, worries or even things from the surroundings that affect you. So what if we cant solve your problems? So what that it will be a waste of each other time to listen to crap but the main point I, talk, communicate, tell us. I can confirm that it surely will make you feel better. The main problem that arguments or misunderstandings happen is because of lack of communication. We need to communicate more. Please don’t ever try to face things alone. Talk to me, I might not be able to solve your problem, and I might not be the best listener, but I m sure that I can make you feel better.

I miss the times when we are in semester one. Can’t we go back to that time? I really enjoy the times we had. Not only me, ane also wished that we can go back to last time. Do we do anything wrong? Are you angry with us? How come when we are together, the atmosphere is tense? We aren’t talking much to each other. What the hell happen to us? Can you tell us?

I had a weird dream last night. It has no relationship to my current problem and it brings no solution to my problem as well.

I dreamt that – it was late at night. All my family members were in bed sleeping soundly. And I was doing my tutorial in the kitchen. Then, suddenly the washing machine started to fill with water. I went to turn it off. I repeat the same things three times before giving up to ask my mum how come the washing machine is like that. She told me off that time, she said in mandarin: ‘为什么你要把洗衣机的水关掉？你不知道洗衣机里面有鱼吗？’ weird har? How come there are fishes inside the washing machine? Then she also say,’ 去跟那些鱼说对不起！！！’ then I woke up. Weird? How come I can have these kind of dream?

Haix.