Finally have the time to blog. Has been busy studying for the coming ICAs.

First, I want to talk about Stats. I think I gonna get just a pass for stats as there were careless mistakes everyway.

Next, AFA. The result was released yesterday and I was shocked to hear that I only get 18 ½ out of 25. I wasn’t expecting that kind of results furthermore the paper was basis. How come I can get that kind of mark. Was it because I was careless in calculation or it was my general journal that pulled me down. Congratez to ane and haha for passing AFA with flying colors, you guys are great. Gambette!!!

Last, today’s management ICA. It sucks okay… the next worst paper ever. I had forgotten about the eight different types of plans. I mixed up the contingency factors of span of control with the contingency factors of organizing. Thus resulting in the loss of marks.

It is finally the day to be able to relax a bit, so I went to AMK hub with ane today after the paper. On the way there, I saw a komodo dragon at the canal in front of the traffic light, near to AJC. When I wanted to take a picture of it, it ran away. Haix, Too bad, no photo taken.

Then, when ane and me reached AMK hub, we went to the hello shop to look at Nokia handphones. Ane changed her mind of getting a sony ericsson phone as she was tempted by me to get a Nokia phone. Yeah… I may not be getting N76 and going to try a bar phone. Hope I can get use to it. After that we went to the NTUC to get some ‘rubbish’ to eat. Had lots of fun there. Then, we took a walk in the hub before going to a mini fair of traditional food. Tomorrow is the last day. Whoever wants to go please go tomorrow.
At the mini fair, we bought food to eat again. Sounded so greedy here. Anyway, I bought a Taiwanese cuisine – a hot and spicy bee hoon. Is damn spicy la, but I think if haha and jenny were to try them I bet they will say it wasn’t spicy at all.

After the mini fair, we took the train back to YCK mrt station as it was raining. And ane and me went separate ways back home.

On the way back home, I went to buy some otah. Bringing the otah happily back and wanted to share it with my families BUT… none was at home. A while later, they reached home and told me that they brought zhuzhu to go see doctor. Because… when she was suppose to go and meet mum at the YCK MRT station to go Yishun – when both of them reach Yishun, zhuzhu suddenly squat down and nearly fainted. Thus, the trip to Yishun was unsuccessful and mum has to spend $49.10 on doctor consultation fee. The reason for her to be in the state of nearly fainted is because of there is no blood circulation to her legs. But luckily, everything other things are fine now. Hehe.

Had a fun and interesting day today. Let’s continue and enjoy the rest of our school days together!!!

i am very happy today. i finally get over with the recent situation. i finally talk to H. the first word that i spoke to her was 'ohaiyo' . met her, A and O for breaksfast. O was late, thus we didnt wait for her and we waited for her at Mac while we have breaksfast. also, bought two of my bio imoto to Mac for breaksfast today. this morning i didnt bring my hanadphone to school due to one very stupid reason. i accidently dropped my H/P into a hole beside my bed and i couldnt take it out. have to ask dad to take it for me. luckily he manage to take it out for mi. arigato otosan. after these few days of sliently, i thought of a lot of things. i think i realli think about certain things too much which lead to my own sadness and my friends worriness.

to all my dearest friends: thanks for all the confont that you guys gave me. also the opinion, the readiness to help mi. realli, arigato!!!

oh!!! almost forgot. zhuzhu get her PSLE reasults today. she has the best result among us. mum and dad would be proud of her. her score was 242. damn good la. i 100% cant get that kind of mark. if u see mi get that kind of marks, miracles will happen. but hor, since this year PSLE result is so good, i think our batch will soon be out of the society le. HAIX!!!!!

Feeling much better today. But still a bit 自责.

Am I thinking too much?

Am I worrying too much?

Should I be more automatic towards several things?

No longer know what to do after all the opinions my mates gave. Suddenly lost of direction. What to do?

Anyway, I have a confession to make!!!

Haha, Oba and Ane aishiteru!!!

Mina aishiteru and gambatte for tml’s ICA!!!

Was looking through my memories folder, there were plenty of wonderful memories I have with my secondary school friends as well as my ploy mates. There are wonderful friends to have. I really like this relationship. Was wondering, how friendship comes to this world and bring us joy and tears.

Looking through the folder sadly, looking for things to cheer me up. But the folder was helpless. Haix. Then one question came across my mind, what if, I said IF. What if I were to leave this world silently without notifying anybody? What will my friends do and think?

I like my friends, that’s why I am damn scared that I will spoilt my relationship with them using my own hands. Especially the event that took place recently. Even though among friends there will be misunderstandings but I hate misunderstandings. Not once but twice that my friendship with someone was nearly broken because of one tiny mini misunderstanding. I suddenly feel afraid and alone…...

Another terrible day, today. Was feeling sad, uneasy, tired and disappointed.

Saw H in school but couldn’t bring myself up to talk to her. During oral comm lesson, she was online. She apologizes for yesterday. But it wasn’t all her fault. I think yesterday was mainly my fault. I shouldn’t get angry for that. It was just a small thing; I don’t even know why I get angry for. They were just talking, chit-chatting. Afterall, they still did their work. Why am I bothered to get myself angry over this? I seriously don’t understand.

A told me that like what O said is either everybody’s fault or nobody’s fault. I choose nobody’s fault BUT my fault. I shouldn’t post that post yesterday. I shouldn’t get angry over that matter. I should have control myself more. I must learn to control myself not to get angry too easily. I must control my temper.

Didn’t talk to H for the whole day today. Wanted to. But there was something holding me back. I just couldn’t bring myself to talk to her. Not that I am still angry with her. Really!!! I am no longer angry with her. No more. I am not angry with anybody EXCEPT….. me. I wanted to talk to her… but it was difficult. T.T

Finally spoke the first word today to H when I was about to leave school with A. I said Bye to her, she smiled back. I turned back immediately. I was too embarrassed to face her. I don’t have the guts and the face to face her.

While walking to the MRT station with A, she told me that H was asking her if I was angry with her, how come I didn’t talk to her today. I told A, that I was not angry with her. It just that… haix.

P.S. I am seriously not angry with you le. I don’t know how to start talking to you. There is something holding me back from talking to you. (hardly talk to the others as well) Please understand that I wanted to talk to you, but…
Plus, please give me some time… thanks, I will really appreciate it.

不好意思，今天我非用华语不可。

今天放学后，本来还好好的可是发生了一些小状况。

我不想绕一圈来说。你们不怪我直言。

今天出席的人，我谢谢你们的参与。你们既然有心来为什么没有心学呢？你们今天的大部分时间都花在谈天上，除了一个人。你们若要来谈天说地的话请不要打扰我和那个人。你们既然没有心要做习题的话也请不要叫我去准备。你们有心要学的话我也心要教，可是。。。算了我也不想多说。

你们若想说我发小姐脾气也好，说我无理取闹也好，说我自私也好，随便你们要怎么想我也好。因为我不想多说了。真的已经很累了。你们今天就当做因为我的脚痛而闹脾气好了。谢谢你们的善解人意。若今天这番话而得罪了人，在此我说声对不起。真的很对不起。

真实的，这几个星期以来做什么都很不顺利。终觉得很有压力，很累。可是又说不上来是因为什么。有没有人可以告诉我，我应该怎么做好呢？真的觉得很累了。。。

Well, today is another day again. This week is finally over, and tomorrow is gonna be a weekend. Try your best to enjoy the weekends with your family or your friends.

Since today is Friday, that means, today is badminton day. Finally this day has come after a long one week. This time, we played at the YCK sports hall from 10.45am to 3pm. Plus, this time round, there are more people to join us into this mini gathering. There were Andee, Su Xian, Estee, Estee’s friend, Kenneth, Ngee Song, Hwee Miang, haha, oba and ane.

This time is more fun than the precious badminton session that had only four people. After all, the more people the merrier. That sentence is very true. Didn’t get to play with the guys though except for Andee during a double match.

Andee is a pro. He can stand down there and only stretch his arms. When looking at the guys playing just now, all I can do was keep waaa-ing. As they are damn pro. Even more pro than haha and oba.

One of the reasons is that, they are too pro for me to play with. Another reason is that, I believe myself that I don’t have the skills and the stamina to play with them. Haix.

I would like to thanks those who turned up today especially to our VIPs. Congratez to ane for your improvement in badminton. You can do much better!!! Gambatte!!! I also want to thanks oba for giving mi the encouragement just now in msn.

For the next session, I hope there will be even more people who can turn up. Let’s all have fun and study hard together as a class. Let’s show the others that our class is very united!!!

Mina Gambatte!!!

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今天很累，感觉上很忙可是自己什么都没做。明天是Vanessa 的生日。希望她永远快乐，健康。也祝她年年有今日，岁岁有今朝。

也不知道应该写些什么。算了，若有再说吧。^ ^

今天很不安心，早上的时候收到某人的简讯。读了过后很不安心也很担心。但刚刚又和她在MSN聊天，觉得她已经恢复了就没有那么担心了。可是还有一个人让我跟担心。那就是我的爸爸。

这几天他老是告诉我们说他的腰骨很痛，去看了医生又找了X光可是还是一样。医生说是腰骨老化但是，老爸吃了药还是一样。这一年以来他不知道扭到了几次腰了。今天陪他去楼下的诊所看医生，医生给他打了针已经好多了。我很担心老爸。半年前他扭到腰一次，现在又扭到。医生叫他拿病假，他也不要。原因是因为他做工那里没有人做工所以他不要拿病假。老爸真是个好好先生。处处为他人着想也不为自己着想。我现在也不知道应该做什么，我只知道我很担心老爸。我希望他不要再扭到腰了！！！ T_T

人一旦年纪大了毛病就一大堆，我现在开始担心起自己来了。因为我的脚曾经扭过，然后现在呢，有时一到下雨天我的脚就会很痛。可能是风湿吧。我现在还小就有了风湿，那么一旦上了年纪那不就完了。到时一定会很痛很痛的。啊啊啊。。。

很对不起，这几天都挺忙得所以就没有增加任何东西。

第一，我想所得是在ICA1 oral communication 的演讲有一点失败。万万没想到自己会那么紧张，但老师对我说做得还不错，就那么短短的一句话让我心终于可以安定下来了。在那次的演讲我很意外地发现到原来我的同班同学是那么的合作，之前没说好什么，但他们似乎知道应该怎么做。在此，感谢大家。

第二，演讲的那一天，我也知道了一件令人感伤的事情。和我同班的一位男同学的了肺癌。很吃惊。一个从不抽烟的人，一个向来对人很好很友善的人，一个愿意帮助他人的人，为什么上天一定要那样对他呢？难道说是老天没眼，老天是那么的不公平？好人有好报，此话是真的还是假的？没有人知道也没有人可以把真正的答案告诉我们。但是，还好的是，他的肺癌是早期还有得治。就这点值得感谢上天。

第三，昨天和中学的朋友一起去Plaza Singapura 去逛。在那里整整呆了至少五个小时。我和惠龄的脚都要断了，但是很开心，因为很难得我们可以一起出去逛街。当然，也拍了许多不正常的照片。想看吗？偏不让你们看。:P ^ ^

已经过了半夜十二点了，没想我还在做功课。真得很累了。抄东西抄到我的手很痛，眼睛也很累。干刚才抄完的我已经昏昏欲睡了。可能是前几天懒得做功课，把所有的功课都推到现在才做。真的是自找苦吃啊。所以说呢，各位可别学我哦。临时抱佛脚是不对的。好了，不说了已经受不了了。大家晚安！！！