There is no use hiding my birthday date anyone as the one who always wanted to know has found out. On my birthday this year, there was nothing special as usual. Even though I thought that my 18th birthday will be something special. However, this time round, I wasn’t at home. I went to the Singapore Discovery Center to do my NE project with my team mates and went to Jurong Point for the dinner and then went to Andersen’s ice-cream to ear dessert. It wasn’t as satisfying as it seem to be.
Presents received this year:
- From Meryl they all - shirt (which I not really can wear) and $ for me to watch movie
-From Vann, Jenny, Alicia, Xian and Loon – a shirt and a shoe spray
-From Jeffrey – my strike freedom gundam (which is supposed to be the present for 2 years ago), a purple handphone pouch and a D Gray Man ring and necklace.
-From mum - $18 cash (purpose she didn’t say but I gonna use it for shopping the coming sat)
I hoped that my 21st will be special enough for me to remember.
I can’t remember how long has it been since I last ate a birthday cake with my family members. Is it so difficult to get a birthday cake just because the price of the cake went up slightly over the past few years? I have been eating my friends’ birthday cake, but when can I get to eat my own birthday cake. Everytime birthday is always nothing special, the only thing different is I get presents. Other than that, there is nothing at home other than mian xian.
10月7日
我的好朋友的18岁生日也是我第一次丢失钱包的一天。以前从来没想过自己也有这一天。
从来没想过自己会丢失钱包。
从来没想过一向小心谨慎的自己也有那么大一的时候。
从来没想过自己竟然会有那么一天。
虽然回到家里，妈妈没说什么但是我气我自己为什么不好好看好自己的钱包。结果害家里白白花了＄100.00。
10月9日
妈叫我来临的星期六去做身份证。我想找人陪我去但是时间会很早，所以还是算了。
我在想，为什么每次我出门一定要找人陪我？
为什么我不可以自己一个人去呢？
是因为害怕，但是又怕什么？
是因为怕孤单，怕寂寞，还是因为自己一个人的感觉很不好？
若不是这些原因，那是为什么呢？
突然间觉得自己并不是想象中的坚强，勇敢。
突然间觉得自己很懦弱，很没有用。
今天有一个朋友说我变了。是好还是坏?现在的自己是真正的自己，还是我在朋友面前戴着面具而在他们的背后我便把面具脱掉。在家里的自己才是我真正的自己？
人会一路成长，不断的改进，提升自己。但是人为什么要那样做呢？为了自己，为了家人，为了爱人，为了理想还是因为局势所逼？人为什么要有理想？为了将来，为了钱，为了成功，还是。。。我不知道。有人说有理想，梦想的人会成功。
理想是什么？
梦想又是什么？
人为什么要成功？
就因为可以说服自己，自己来到这世界没有白活?
人又为什么要来到这世上？
有些人觉得他们来到这世上是活受罪。
又有些人会觉得来到这世界真好。
每一个人一出世来到这世界的原因是什么？是命？是前世定好了命，还是？
结：我是什么样的人？我的理想是什么？那么用功读书是为了什么？为什么我会读Marketing?我来这世界做什么？我要的答案在哪里？
。。。。。。
是我想太多了吗?但是。。。。。。
Today was the last day for my TEP. For farewell today, EMRS was having Rite Pizza for lunch and in the morning there was a sports event. We played Captain’s Ball and Soccer. It was a pity that CRMCC was not able to join us for the event. From morning until the end of today, the whole day was fulfilling and fun. And today the weather was very hot and the sun was scorching. Despite that, we still continued to play and I even had sun-burnt. My face is all red and hot.
It has been a while since I last post an entry. But this is just something I wanted to share to those who watch anime.
Yesterday, I have watched the last episode of D Gray Man. It ended at episode 103. Even though it was said to be the last episode but the Earl has not been destroyed yet and not to forget about the noahs. They are still alive. From the official website of D Gray Man, it was said that it will be coming in the year of 2009. Whether is it true, whether will it be the continuation of D Gray Man? Let us look forward to 2009 and we will know.
This morning, I have watched the last episode of Code Geass. The ending is very sad but in the mean time you feel happy for the people. It is a show that is worth watching. I feel sad for the main character-Lelouch. Why he have to die? T_T There will be one time where I will re-watch the show. Definitely!
よこそ、しｎまぞくえ Name: Serene (OnGi3) School: NYP SBM Family: Parents and 2 siblings Likes: - reading manga and chinese novels - watching anime - playing jisaw puzzle - playing badminton Hates: - some vegetables and fruits - ants play around with the sheep on top :)
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