Moo~ Moo~

2009-07-05T16:47:00.003+08:00

i have been watching japanese drama from funshion during my 3 weeks rotting at home doing nothing much. and i actually watched 3 drama. i still have one last episode of the drama i started recently and fall in love with one song. it was sang by greeeen, song named is Setsuna. below is the pv video and the song lyrics.

kitto bokura wa kagayaki takute
ikiru imi o sagashiteta
makenai you ni kare nai you ni
tsuyoku negai iki te ku

koeba bokura ga namida o nagasu you na hi ni mo
itsumo to onaji you ni
hiwa nobori soshite shizun de iku

kitto sekaijuu de jibun hitori okizari da to omotta
dakedo sekaijuu wa kyou mo mawaru honto chippoke datta

kakenuke ta hibi nagashita namida ikiru imi o sagashiteta
kitto dare mo ga tarinai nanika o negai ima o ikiterunda
unmei datoka jinsei datoka kyou wa saigo no ichi byou ni
waratte takute tada sore dakede subete kotae wa jibun no naka

tooku ni kasuka ni mieru risou no jibun ga mata
"koukai nai you ni ikiteru ?" tte hohoemi sukoshi nai ta

kitto sekaijuu no jibun igai subete shiawase to omotta
dakedo sekaijuu wa asu mo mawaru donna namida mo iyashite

kakenuke ta hibi kasane ta itami ikiru imi o sagashiteta
kitto dare mo ga kagayaku ashita o negai ima wo ikiterunda
chikara tari zu ni yowai jibun ga yoru no yami ni furueteta
dare shimo kesshite tsuyoku nai kedo subete kakae te jibun nanda

itami o shiru sono hitomi ni utsuru sekai kanashimi irodori
tada nagashi ta namida afure dashi ta nazeka michitari nainda imasara
“mune hareru jibun” ni deaeta? “uso de katame ta jibun” eranda?
tadashi sa wa itsumo jibun no naka yorokobi kanashimi tsunagaru ashita

kanashii toki wa kareru made naki
ureshii toki wa hara kakae te warai
setsunai toki wa kaze o kanjite
takaku toberu hi o mate ba ii

kitto bokura wa kagayaki taku te
ikiru imi o sagashiteta
makenai you ni karenai you ni
tsuyoku negai ikiteku

itsuka aeru sono hi made risou no jibun ni
itsuka tadori tsuku sono hi made
jibun shinjite

English translation
We’re looking for a meaning in life, wanting to shine
We live wishing strongly, not to lose, not to whither

For instance, even on days we tear up
Just like a normal day, the sun will rise and then set again

I thought I was left behind alone in this world
But the world will turn again, it was actually tiny

Days that ran by, tears that were shed, I was looking for a meaning to live
Everyone lives to wish for that something they’re lacking
Talk about destiny, talk about life, it all only means that
I want to be laughing on my last second,
All the answers are inside my heart

In the distance, I can dimly see my future self,
It smiled and asked, “Are you living your life so you wont regret it?”
I cried a little

I thought the world was all happy, except for me
But the world will turn tomorrow too, soothing each and every tear

Days that ran by, pain that built up, I was looking for a meaning to live
Everyone lives this moment wishing for a shining tomorrow
Weak and lacking in strength, I was shivering in the darkness of the night
No one is strong, but one is only oneself carrying everything.

In those eyes that know pain, the world is colored with sadness
The tears were only at first running, but soon overflowed
Unsatisfied feelings fill me now
Did I meet ‘my proud self’? Did I choose ‘myself that’s made up with lies’?
The justice is always inside the heart,
Happiness and sadness will connect to tomorrow…

When times are sad, cry until your eyes are dry
When times are happy, laugh until your stomach hurts
When times are painful, feel the wind.
And wait until the day when you can leap high

We’re looking for a meaning in life, wanting to shine
We live wishing strongly, not to lose, not to whither

Until that day when you can reach that dream ‘you’,
Until that day comes, believe in yourself.

the 3 japanese drama i watched were:
1. bloodly monday
2. 天生妙手
3. 亡者之声

2009-06-28T19:35:00.002+08:00

yesterday i went HK cafe to find hwee miang, hui ling, jin gui and meryl to celebrate hwee miang 19th birthday. they reached the place first and i was due to entrepreneurship meeting. but i know that i will be late, that's why they went HK cafe to eat first before i joined them later.

after eating there, we went to party world at bishan to sing as most of them prefer to sing then to shop. though i didnt sing much but i enojyed myself there as i get to hear good voices. haha... not bad... quite worth it. lolz

before we left the place, we took some photo and jin gui has posted them on facebook. and this morning i have already went there and started saving the pictures. some were nicely taken, some were not.

once again, hwee miang happy 19th birthday!!! please enojy your 19th before it reaches 20th next year and hope you have fun yesterday.

WAR in my bedroom

2009-06-23T14:56:00.003+08:00

There was a war in my bedroom yesterday. It was a war between three unarmed women and one 1-cm size beetle. And I think most of you know that these three unarmed women is me and my two sisters.

It all started at 9pm last night after I turned off my laptop and decided to play big-2 with my sisters after playing it awhile, we decided to switch games and change a deck of poker card(wanted to change to D Gray one). Before I got up to change the deck, my second sister told me that she saw something flying into our bedroom but i didnt really care.

Got up and walk towards my shelves and beside my decks of cards, I saw it!!! the stupid 1-cm size beetle.

me and zhuzhu each has a rolled up newspaper in our hands while er jie has her bloster in her hand, i wanted to swipe it off but one of deck dropped due to my poor aiming.

At the second attempt, the beetle was swiped off and it FLEW!!!!! ARGH!!! disgusting..... you suddenly heard screaming and shouting from the bedroom.

then it started flying towards my sisters' cupboard then it changed direction and flew towards the light.

i told my sister to switch off the lights and at that moment it FLEW towards me!!!! (my hairs stand up again) and i started hiting the air aimlessly in the hope that one of the hits will hit the beetle but i was wrong. none of the hits hit the beetle and when the light was on again, the beetle was no where in sight.

yesterday night i couldnt sleep on my own bedroom was that place was the last place the beetle flew to and disappear from. i choose to sleep on the floor. i told my sisters that i will not sleep unless the beetle was found but half way i was too tired to continue.

this morning i checked againa but the beetle was still no where in sight. haix... Where the hell did the beetle flew to?!?!?!?!?!?!

2009-05-31T09:27:00.003+08:00

This is the ending song for the remake of FMA - Brotherhood and is also the song that i like recently.

Title: Uso by SID

Ano Hi Mita Sora Akane Iro no Sora wo
Nee Kimi wa Oboeteimasu ka
Yakusoku Chigiri Shoka no Kaze ga Tsutsumu
Futari Yorisotta

Muri na Egao no Ura Nobita Kage wo Kakumau
Dakara Kizukanu Furi
Saisei wo Erabu
Teeburu no Ue no Kuenai Shirase Machitsuzukete
Kuuhaku no Yoru mo Kuru Hazu no Nai Asa mo Zenbu Wakattetanda

Ano Hi Mita Sora Akane Iro no Sora wo
Nee Kimi wa Wasureta no Deshou
Yakusoku Chigiri Shoka no Kaze ni Kieta
Futari Modorenai

Oto mo Iro mo Ondou mo
Hanbun ni Natta Kono Heya
Kyou mo Chirakashite wa Yure Tsukare Nemuru

Jouzu ni Damashite ne Uso wa Kirai de Suki
Kimi no Kotoba
Imagoro ni Natta Kimochi wa Itami Hodo
Dakara Bokura Sayonara

Itsu ka Mata ne to Te wo Furi Atta kedo
Mou Au Koto wa Nai no Deshou
Saigou no Uso wa Yasashii Uso
Deshita Wasurenai

Ano Hi Mita Sora Akane Iro no Sora wo
Nee Itsuka Omoidasu Deshou
Hatasenakata Yakusoku wo Idaite
Futari Arukidasu
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English translation

The sky we saw that day that madder red sky.
Hey, do you still remember it?
The promise we make is engulfed within the winds of the early summer,
as we cuddle close together.

A worsening pain is hidden behind the smile you forcefully showed
Thats why I pretend not to notice.
I choose to restart from scratch
I continue to wait for the unsurprising news to arrive on my table.
I wait through the vacent night and the morning that shouldnt arrive even though I knew everything.

The sky we saw that day that madder red sky.
Hey, have you forgotten about it?
The promise we make vanished within the winds of the early summer,
and yet, the two of us cant return to how it was.

Be it the sound, colour or temperature in it.
This room is a pale shadow of what it used to be.
What is left scatter in today is once again fear, tiredness and sleepiness.

You tricked me completely. I liked you because you hate lies
Those were your words,
As things are now, out love is becoming nothing more than a pain.
Thats why we've to say goodbye.

Even though I hope to someday hold your hands again, ager we say goodbye,
but we probably wont meet again, right?
The last lie I made was a white lie.
Dont forget that.

The sky we saw that day that madder red sky.
Hey, you'll remember it someday, right?
We cling on to the promise that we weren't able to fulfill,
as we walk away.

2009-05-14T23:27:00.003+08:00

ARGH!!!! My head is having its pain again. I don't think eat Panadol now will be effective. Other than eating panadol, anyone has better idea of curing headaches?

going to sleep liao, good nightz all. sleep well. =)

2009-05-13T20:55:00.001+08:00

Today is the day that I went back to school after my 2 days of mc. At first I thought I will look quite ok but I was wrong. My friends told me that even though I said that I am feeling a lot better they say I still looked as dead. Then I go OMG… I was really that sick?

But the first night when I have the fever, I was shocked myself. Little did I expect that I will have a fever at that time. Even though I am not having any more fever but I am having slight cough, flu and worst my headache. The pain just won’t go off!!!! ARGH!!!! I can’t work like that. There are a lot of thing I want to do but I can’t do. And I am waiting for my parents to help to shift some of the things in the bedroom around. So that even late into the night I can still work inside my bedroom. Bedroom is the only place I can do my work. Even though at night, living room no longer have any temptation but I just can’t work there.

I think I have not rest enough. I fell asleep today during one of the classes today. OMG. And worst I find the teacher today very irritating. I don’t know the reason why, but just when I hear her voice, I feel like omg can you please keep quiet that kind. Does anyone feel that way before or like that during today’s class?

2009-05-12T19:44:00.002+08:00

Today is my mum's birthday. I think she today very happy, cause this time me and my sisters bought her two shirts, one watch and a birthday cake today. I also bought her a slice of cake on the Mother's day for her. All the presents are for her birthday and mother's day.

Last time, we only give her a card each or something like that, then this time I think maybe give her something better. Then she just now got say, 'Wow, this time round so nice, got cake somemore.'

At first I thought she will say me and my sisters anyhow spend money, but in the end is the opposite.

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUM!!!

2009-05-12T10:13:00.002+08:00

I am feeling alot better today compare to yesterday but i am still suffering from headache. and i think i have cough this morning when i woke up. T_T

just a gentle reminder to all: do not forget to start your CRM ICA 1, as it is due nxt friday.

Guardian Hearts and Monochrome Factor

2009-05-11T18:38:00.004+08:00

I have finished watching Guardian Hearts. Highly not recommended anime to watch, it seems quite complicated to me. Don't know how the story goes.

Monochrome Factor

To me, it was a nice anime. Towards the end I like the main character, his final transformation was cool but too bad it lasted for only about 1 min. Couldn't get the whole view of his final transformation. Rating 8/10.

Summary:
The story revolves around high school student Akira Nikaido, a typical slacker living a normal life. That is, until he meets the mysterious Shirogane, a man who suddenly appears and tells him to meet him at the school that night. Though he is skeptical, he goes anyway, and subsequently gets attacked by a shadow monster. Shirogane convinces him that the balance between the human world and the shadow world has been distorted, and that Akira must become a "shin", which is a creature of the shadow world, in order to help restore the balance.

Running time: half hour
Number of episodes: 24
Anime Completed.

Source: Anime News Network

2009-05-11T13:57:00.001+08:00

I didn’t attend school today. I was having a high fever last night and this morning. Now I am feeling a lot better, most probably due to the medicine.

When the doctor wants to hear my lungs to see if I was having a cough, he found out something else. He said that something inside me is not close probably and if I want to take part in marathon I will have to do a detailed check up at the hospital. At first he asked if I played intensive sports and if I have heart problem. I told him that I only played badminton and no heart problem, he then nodded his head.

Will be on mc for 2 days, today and tomorrow. If you need me to do something for you can either send me a message or drop me an email.

Skip Beat and Guardian Hearts

2009-05-03T13:38:00.003+08:00

I have finished watching Skip Beat, even though they said the anime is completed but it doesn't seem complete to me. Like they didn't say if the Tsuruga even return to the shoot to continue the filming, what is the result of the drama that they are filming and whether Kyoko has made her revenge on Fuwa Sho? Current rating for this anime is 7.5/10.

Reason 1 - don't think that the anime has ended, should have season 2 coming.
Reason 2 - it's very funny to watch. seeing how kyoko changes her expression and actions everytime she thinks of sho.

Now I am going to start another anime called Guardian Hearts. It's a 6 episodes anime with 1 episode about 15 mins. After Guardian Hearts, I am going to watch Monochrome Factor.

Currently Watching - Skip Beat

2009-05-01T07:36:00.002+08:00

Summary:

Kyoko followed her true love and childhood friend Sho to Tokyo so she could help him reach his dream of becoming an idol. She cleans, cooks, works three jobs and does nothing for herself because she loves him so much, but gets nothing in return. Still, she remains by his side. But then one day she goes unannounced to his agency with a delivery, and overhears him talking about her; he reveals to his manager that he only took her with him as a maid, and that he doesn't care for her at all. Upon hearing this, Kyoko doesn't just sit around and cry. She cuts and dyes her hair, changes her clothes and attitude and thus begins her journey to join showbiz and have her revenge against Sho.

Running time: Half hour
Number of episodes: 25
Anime Completed.

Source: Anime News Network

I wonder if she is able to get her revenge against Sho. More at Episode 4.

Previous Watched Anime - Kuroshitsuji

2009-05-01T07:30:00.002+08:00

This is an anime that I have finished watching recently - Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler). My rating for this show is 7/10.

Summary:

One of the noble families of England - Phantomhive, has a butler, Sebastian Michaels. He has unquestionably perfect knowledge, manners, talent with materials. martial arts and much more. But for some reason, he serves a 12 year old master...

Running time: half hour
Number of episodes: 24
Anime Completed.

Source: Anime News Network

2009-04-30T23:14:00.000+08:00

It has been very long since I last posted. Sorry. Has been a bit lazy during the IPP period. Just wanted to go home and watch my anime… over the weekends also anime. I guess is a form of distress for me, to do something that I like so much.

School has started this week and the week is ending in a few more minutes since tomorrow is labor day.

I finally bought my sandal today after the steamboat with Alicia, Jenny, Vanessa, Estee and Hwee Miang. We had a fun time together… chit chatting….. talking about my experience at our IPP company and things we have learnt. Other than buying my sandal, I bought 2 watches and chocolate for myself. Going to enjoy this week before I start to get into my school work mood next week. This year is going to be the last year of my polytechnic life and I hope that my GPA will allow me to get into at least a local university in Singapore, if not I think I will go overseas university provided I have my financial support. Another choice will be working for the time being to save up the amount of money needed for university and to gain more work experience since I don’t really work part-time before.

Today during the CRM lab lesson, I don’t really looked forward to CRM. It may seem to be an easy module but I am afraid that I can’t do well as interpersonal skill is not good. Not to mention about dealing with difficult customers. I wonder how I will fare.

Hope I can get into my study mood next week and start doing my tutorials if not I wonder how I can do well in year 3 with all the big projects coming.

2009-02-14T08:32:00.002+08:00

hey people, the exams are finally over and this year's valentine is here again. I wishes all my dear friends HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

since there will be two more days to the start of our IPP, I wishes all good luck and hope you will like whatever you will be doing during IPP. =)

2009-01-22T17:11:00.000+08:00

A few days ago, my washing machine spoilt and today the new one has arrived. The functions and everything seen so complicated don’t know why my mum choose to buy that one.

Today, my 7th aunt arrived at my house to give a hamper. It’s very big and seen expensive. Every Chinese New Year she will bring something over. Is either a box of mandarin orange or hamper. She said that those are not from her but from the company. Because the company doesn’t have the cash to give out dividend then she give gifts or hamper. Then every year we receive something. Not too bad.

This morning when I saw that the table was messy, I thought is my god-mum bring over one but in the end is not. My mum is the one who bought all those stuffs just because my aunt is here to help her bring it in. The drink that I currently like from 6 boxes to 2 boxes. Damn sad.

My 7th aunt says that this ox year must wear red on chu yi cause the ox see liao will chase after you then you will chiong in the year. Then chu er wear green cause ox eat grass. Haha say New Year cannot wear red. One say can, one say cannot. Who should I listen to? Maybe I wait until that day then I see which one I want to wear ba. ^^

Chinese New Year is coming same as exam and IPP. Kind of looking forward to the company that I am posted to but need to wait until 2nd Feb. I think. I hope that my GPA won’t drop this time round.

2009-01-10T20:55:00.001+08:00

Today was the last day of the NYP open house. I was at the registration counter keying names of the school’s visitors. Oh oh!!! I went back to Sim Lim to buy my phone and my mp5. YEAH!!!! But over budget… oppz. I am in love with my new phone… lalalalala

2009-01-07T22:02:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I received a letter from my temple that my application for the bursary has been acceptable. I will be going on the 11th (Sunday) to collect my money. Hehe. I got extra money liao. Wanted to buy a mp4 but my mum don’t seem to want to pass me the money for me to buy on Saturday. T_T how sia. If Saturday cannot buy then nvm, at least I can see what is the brand or model I like so that, I cannot continue to save money to buy.

When I was looking through singtel website, I am so happy to realize that the phone that I like, the price has dropped to $168! YEAH!!!! Sooner or later I can buy liao.

Today during dinner, my mum asked me exam coming already and why I still want to buy mp4, then I tell her I need mp4 in order to study. It’s a fact, without music, the life is very tough. So we must know the importance having the music world. Lolz.

2009-01-03T21:43:00.000+08:00

Even though New Year has already past 2 days ago, I still want to wish everybody HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! And hope that all your New Year resolutions will come true this year. =)

I have just finished my part for ICT and Marketing ICA slides. And most importantly, I have finished my revision for EFMA!!! YEAH!!! I feel the sense of achievement today. But I am still very tired. It has been two days since I slept at 2.30am!!!!! *ROAR!* I want to sleep! I think I getting sick again. Have been coughing and sneezing for these few days (mostly at home and I don’t know why). I think is because I am too stressed or tired. Need a break.

I can only be slightly free next week and I do hope that nothing big pops out next week so that I can have some personal time and rest time.

I am glad that my dad is better now and I hope he can recover soon. =)

2008-12-31T15:49:00.000+08:00

Yesterday during ICT I received a certificate from my PEM. It is from the Director’s List because of my GPA last semester. He said that only one from our class managed to get into the director’s list. I thought it will be haha or Audrey. Vann and Jenny were saying that it was me. I told them, cannot be la, and maybe Alicia is the one getting. (sorry haha, I couldn’t tell you just now, you seem to be in great hope. This stopped me from telling you.). Then when Mr Tan mentioned, my name I was like har, you sure? I got the director’s list?

When I reached home, I told my family that I got the director’s list and my parents told me to work harder. STRESS!!!~~~ but, I myself, don’t wish to get C or D for the coming semester exam.

MK0704-ians, let’s work hard together!!!!!!!~~~ =)

2008-12-28T22:43:00.001+08:00

I got my CCC bursary today!!!! Now I got $450 but my mum asked me to save the money up if not I will be taking the money to go and buy my handphone. T_T Zhuzhu got her Edusave scholarship award today too. She got $500. ROAR!!!! She got $50 more than me. The meal that the CC gave us sucks. Last time still got burger, apple drippers and fries. This time there is only burger and it’s a mchicken burger without vege!!!! It’s so dry! I wonder how vann can tahan.

On the way home, I played a trick on zhuzhu and she came chasing after me. At the lift there, I made a sudden turn and she kept on running straight and nearly slips and fall. Oppz. Haha!!! XD
At home, there was nothing much for me to do since vann still havnt sent me the report. So I started clearing up my table again and help my mum to move zhuzhu’s table. We were busy until 6.30pm then got time to rest and eat dinner. Suddenly feel tired liao after chionging the law report. Haix. Gonna watch a few ep of anime before I go to sleep.

MK0704, do not forget that marketing tut start at 8.30am and 2 attendance will be taken. ^^

2008-12-27T21:37:00.001+08:00

In yesterday’s post I missed out something, on the day when I came back home and when I wanted to open my bedroom’s door, I realize I cannot open. The door was jammed. So my and family and I have no choice but to knock down the whole door knob in order to open the door. When the door was finally open, I wanted to unscrew one part of the door. After I unscrewed, my sisters, father and me was inside the bedroom. My father, he wanted to try putting the unscrewed portion back to the door without screwing it to test whether the door will still be jammed. In the end, the door really jammed. Then the 4 of us stuck inside the room. Then we need to spend another 15 min for my father to take out the thing again. Haix.

I met Alicia for marketing project today in school. I have also passed her her Christmas present. I think she like it. At lunch, I talked to her about my father illness...

2008-12-26T19:14:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I just came back from Malaysia. I went on the Monday morning at around 10am.

Monday
Took a bus from Larkin to Batu Pahat and reach there around 4pm and went straight to the lawyer firm. We wanted to take the compensation money from that day but couldn’t because, the government bank say that we can only take after 27th December 2008, so will have to go back Malaysia again. Most probably before New Year. As it was already late that day, so I did not manage to go shopping and just went to the nearby shops to look at the clothes they have but unfortunately, what they have are not my style.
On the same day, my dad took the train to Malacca to visit his mother while the rest of the family goes Batu Pahat.

Tuesday
Went to Dim Sum as breakfast and eat until 11am before we went shopping. We choose to go to the Summit to shop and there we spent quite a bit and we meet my father there. At that time, both of my sisters were trying their shoes. By the time, we finish shopping it was already in the evening. We went back to my aunt’s shop for dinner before going to my other aunt’s shop to visit her. After visiting her at around 9pm, we went back to my aunt’s place to sleep. ^^ Oh, I bought the pen that Jenny asked me to help her buy at the Summit Popular. Should be the correct pen. I bought one blue and one black for her though. Dunno which color she wanted. And I also bought 2 for myself.

Wednesday
After having breakfast at a coffee shop near my aunt shop and cut my hair, the whole family went down to the bus interchange to take a bus down to Johor to visit my grandmother and to shop more. ^^ We reach at around 3pm at my aunt’s beauty salon and bought some baos before going to my grandmum’s house. We also will be staying overnight at her place. At around 7pm plus, we went to a shopping center near her place – Giant to shop. Shop until 9pm plus as my dad is not feeling well. I was freak out. His face was so pale and white. It seems like at any one point of time he will just faint. Wasn’t able to stay up as everyone was very tired.

Thursday
7th aunt brought us breakfast that day. Dad was feeling slightly better. After we had breakfast, we went to my aunt’s beauty salon to do facial while my aunt treats my dad. A while later, he says that his heartbeat was very fast and requested to shop the treatment. In the meantime I was still doing my facial. ^^ As it was at the new shop, we need to pay. As I was the only one who done the full set, only I need to pay. It is very cheap, as they offer student price. Only RM19. After we left a while later, the beauty therapist who did my facial call my aunt and told her that someone forget to change back her shoes. No need to think, the person is me la. Now i got no sandal to wear. Need to wait until New Year then can take back. Haix. T_TAfter that, we went to eat curry fish head for lunch. Just slightly after we have started eating, my dad complains that he is not feeling well again and he is dizzy. My aunt and her husband bring him to the car for him to rest. My aunt says that my dad feels dizzy again maybe because of the noisy level. After we have finish out lunch, we bring him to go to the Chinese sinseh for treatment. The sinseh was very careful and try not to give the wrong prescription and keep asking him for the correct signs. What the sinseh was very long and so I decided not to type out. He prescribed him one week of medicine and say if possible go back to him next week for another check up. Which will be rather difficult. After that, we immediately took the bus back to Singapore. At the Singapore custom, my phone dropped on the floor and the display screen wont work anymore. Have to get another phone soon. All the messages and missed calls inside and I cannot reply them. Sorry people for not replying you.

The Malaysia new custom looks very nice and spacious. They have even more counters available for us to clear the immigration and need not wait very long. It took us less than 2 mins to clear the immigration. Because it is new and none of us had being there before, it was rather difficult for us to find our way but at least they had people stationed at different location to guide us. However, the trip from the Singapore custom to the Malaysia custom was longer than usual.

On Tuesday night, when I was about to go and take a bath, my foot (the last toe) accidentally knocked into the door of the bathroom door and got a cut. Because when I was at home, I usually knocked into something when I walked. Even if the thing is there and I know and wanted to avoid it, I still knocked into it. At first, I thought it was just a normal knock and after 5 min it will be ok. But I was wrong. The bathroom floor was wet and when I walked to get the shower, I saw blood on the floor. I was like.. huh… how come got blood on the floor one. Then I look at my last toe as it was still painful. Bearing with the pain, I finish my bath within 10 min and went to put on a plaster. (my aunt’s house dun have the yellow color medical oil). I cut the skin today and super regretted it. Can see the red skin lor. Damn painful. I dun dare to go and bath. I scared by Monday I can wear my formal shoe. My marketing group, see me in my usual shoe tomorrow. Lolz.

In conclusion, I bought 8 shirts, 4 short pants, 1 flip flop, 1 new shoe and 1 watch.^^ gonna buy more when I go back Malaysia in the next few weeks.

2008-12-04T22:33:00.003+08:00

These few days I have been rushing my projects to meet deadline. My illness still has not totally recovered and I am thinking I might fall sick again.

I was thinking why people can’t start their work early and wanted to start last minute and then realize that the quality of the work is not there. I know that different people have different working and studying style, but not to forget that in the same team there are people who want to work early and trying their best to bring up their GPA. Don’t just think about yourself and neglect other people feeling.

2008-11-26T10:18:00.002+08:00

quiz result from iPersonic.

Good-natured Realists are warm-hearted, helpful personalities. They do their work conscientiously and have pronounced organizing talent. They often feel they are committed to traditional values. The family in particular is extremely important to Good-natured Realists. Their greatest pleasure is making themselves useful and taking care of other people. But they do not like pushing themselves to project. Thoroughness, conscientiousness and sense of duty are their strongest points. They prefer established and familiar situations to new and unknown situations.

In dealing with others, Good-natured Realists are considerate and obliging; they are always happy to put aside their own requirements in the interest of their family and friends. Their home is mostly very well-cared for, cosy and tidy. Their perfectionism on the one hand and their aversion to delegating tasks on the other hand often lead to them taking on too much both professionally and privately. They cannot stand discord; conflicts make them very unhappy. One could almost describe them as being harmony-addicted - and this sometimes leads them to strongly neglecting themselves and their own wishes because they are unable to bring themselves to put up a fight.

Good-natured Realists dream of a stable and trusting relationship for life. Marriage and family are very important to them. They take care of their partner attentively and longing and put up with a lot for a harmonious relationship. They are also loyal and reliable friends. However, they can be very hurt if their interpersonal commitment is taken for granted for too long.

Adjectives which describe your type
introverted, practical, emotional, planning, tradition-conscious, good-natured, self-sacrificing, caring, devoted, friendly, loyal, considerate, reliable, conscientious, loving, quiet, reserved, modest, helpful, objectives, hard-working, warm-hearted, communicative, painstaking, altruistic

There subjects could interest you
cooking, animals, family, music, trekking, camping, hiking, craftwork, nature, drawing/painting, astrology, spiritual matters, meditation.

2008-10-27T10:36:00.001+08:00

There is no use hiding my birthday date anyone as the one who always wanted to know has found out. On my birthday this year, there was nothing special as usual. Even though I thought that my 18^th birthday will be something special. However, this time round, I wasn’t at home. I went to the Singapore Discovery Center to do my NE project with my team mates and went to Jurong Point for the dinner and then went to Andersen’s ice-cream to ear dessert. It wasn’t as satisfying as it seem to be.

Presents received this year:

- From Meryl they all - shirt (which I not really can wear) and $ for me to watch movie

-From Vann, Jenny, Alicia, Xian and Loon – a shirt and a shoe spray

-From Jeffrey – my strike freedom gundam (which is supposed to be the present for 2 years ago), a purple handphone pouch and a D Gray Man ring and necklace.

-From mum - $18 cash (purpose she didn’t say but I gonna use it for shopping the coming sat)

I hoped that my 21^st will be special enough for me to remember.

I can’t remember how long has it been since I last ate a birthday cake with my family members. Is it so difficult to get a birthday cake just because the price of the cake went up slightly over the past few years? I have been eating my friends’ birthday cake, but when can I get to eat my own birthday cake. Everytime birthday is always nothing special, the only thing different is I get presents. Other than that, there is nothing at home other than mian xian.

2008-10-14T20:57:00.000+08:00

10月7日
我的好朋友的18岁生日也是我第一次丢失钱包的一天。以前从来没想过自己也有这一天。
从来没想过自己会丢失钱包。
从来没想过一向小心谨慎的自己也有那么大一的时候。
从来没想过自己竟然会有那么一天。
虽然回到家里，妈妈没说什么但是我气我自己为什么不好好看好自己的钱包。结果害家里白白花了＄100.00。

10月9日

妈叫我来临的星期六去做身份证。我想找人陪我去但是时间会很早，所以还是算了。

我在想，为什么每次我出门一定要找人陪我？
为什么我不可以自己一个人去呢？
是因为害怕，但是又怕什么？
是因为怕孤单，怕寂寞，还是因为自己一个人的感觉很不好？

若不是这些原因，那是为什么呢？
突然间觉得自己并不是想象中的坚强，勇敢。
突然间觉得自己很懦弱，很没有用。

今天有一个朋友说我变了。是好还是坏?现在的自己是真正的自己，还是我在朋友面前戴着面具而在他们的背后我便把面具脱掉。在家里的自己才是我真正的自己？

人会一路成长，不断的改进，提升自己。但是人为什么要那样做呢？为了自己，为了家人，为了爱人，为了理想还是因为局势所逼？人为什么要有理想？为了将来，为了钱，为了成功，还是。。。我不知道。有人说有理想，梦想的人会成功。

理想是什么？
梦想又是什么？
人为什么要成功？
就因为可以说服自己，自己来到这世界没有白活?
人又为什么要来到这世上？
有些人觉得他们来到这世上是活受罪。
又有些人会觉得来到这世界真好。
每一个人一出世来到这世界的原因是什么？是命？是前世定好了命，还是？

结：我是什么样的人？我的理想是什么？那么用功读书是为了什么？为什么我会读Marketing?我来这世界做什么？我要的答案在哪里？

。。。。。。

是我想太多了吗?但是。。。。。。

2008-10-10T19:24:00.004+08:00

I did something for my supervisors today and something for myself.

2008-10-10T18:49:00.000+08:00

Today was the last day for my TEP. For farewell today, EMRS was having Rite Pizza for lunch and in the morning there was a sports event. We played Captain’s Ball and Soccer. It was a pity that CRMCC was not able to join us for the event. From morning until the end of today, the whole day was fulfilling and fun. And today the weather was very hot and the sun was scorching. Despite that, we still continued to play and I even had sun-burnt. My face is all red and hot.

2008-10-04T10:35:00.003+08:00

It has been a while since I last post an entry. But this is just something I wanted to share to those who watch anime.

Yesterday, I have watched the last episode of D Gray Man. It ended at episode 103. Even though it was said to be the last episode but the Earl has not been destroyed yet and not to forget about the noahs. They are still alive. From the official website of D Gray Man, it was said that it will be coming in the year of 2009. Whether is it true, whether will it be the continuation of D Gray Man? Let us look forward to 2009 and we will know.

This morning, I have watched the last episode of Code Geass. The ending is very sad but in the mean time you feel happy for the people. It is a show that is worth watching. I feel sad for the main character-Lelouch. Why he have to die? T_T There will be one time where I will re-watch the show. Definitely!

sandcastle building

2008-08-20T19:25:00.005+08:00

Today, my team and I have our first mini roadshow at the fast food canteen in school. We managed to hit our sales target that was a good thing. A very big thank you to all who support. Tomorrow will be a very busy day for me and now my team has a tight schedule.

The TEP student leaders committee has organized a sandcastle building event for the TEP students. I think that the whole event was a success. Not to forget that I actually lost my way there and in the end I have take a cab there instead. Haix. Great job!!! Will be looking forward to the next event. My team managed to won the first prize of the sandcastle event. Great job team!!!!! =) Below were some of the pictures taken by my friend. Feel free to take a look.

History of the castle (according to raymond):

long long time ago in this castle, there lives the cinderalla waiting for the prince to save from the tower (the one in front) which is surrounded by 5 strong towers of defend. behind the tower where cinderalla lives, there are 2 different towers. the one which has two sticks sticking out is were the king lives and the one beside it is where the queen lives. the reason why they live separately is because nan nv shuo suo bu qin. lastly, the people living there believes in longevity, that's why we have the fountian of health.

this is my team (EMRS team 5 and BSU) =P

starting from the girls photo from left we have melissa (my leader), me, feline then starting from the guys photos from left we have raymond, sheng yang, joshua, lyon, shi teng and lastly fabian

GO EMRS TEAM 5 AND BSU!!!! =)

你相信永恒吗？

2008-08-08T07:30:00.000+08:00

你相信永恒吗？
世界上真的有永恒这种事吗？
若有，为什么有人说爱情是永恒的但是有多少人可以真真找到真爱呢？
你会渴望得到永恒还是渴望曾经拥有？

我渴望曾经拥有。原因我不是很清楚。但我相信，世间上没有永恒，没有永远或天长地久。

人迟早会走到天堂之门，前往极乐世界。
因为人的一生当中有生，老，病，死。
这是自然界的现象，我们生为人类是无法改变的。
既然人迟早会死，为什么不趁自己还活在这世上的时间来满足自己的渴望。让自己名流千史。

一天二十四个小时，你的时间够用吗？

2008-08-05T18:24:00.000+08:00

Today I went to amk and far east with vann cos she say she wan to buy her shoe since hers jus spoilt. After coming back home, I went downstairs to take things (you know the one that you take during hungry ghost festival, the pail one with food inside). My mum, zhuzhu and me, we took the lift up. But dunno why the lift went up to floor 11 instead of 6. Then nvm, when the door suppose to open but it open a bit then stuck there liao. Then I start calling the emergency thing. Then my mum’s friend which is my neighbor came and see what happen. Then start we wait inside the lift. Inside the lift is freaking hot. But at least we are not stuck in between the floors like floor 8 or 9. If not I confirm freak out. Was stuck inside for like 10 min before the repairman came and open the door. The way he open the door is like something super easy la. I was like huh…… jus like that then you can open liao. -_-‘’’ but lucky that no one is hurt or anything.

2008-08-03T15:56:00.004+08:00

now i am having muscle-ache because of the badminton on friday but it was fun, it has been so long since i played it but still not as long as rayson who has not been playing it for 2-3 years?

went to PS with my mum and sisters ytd, even though it was boring (since i was with my mum and zhuzhu. they dont seem interested). spent most of the time at Daiso because my mum says that she wanted to go there and take a look, after that we went walking arond and i saw some soft toys and took a few pics to show jenny and vann.

look at the elmo.... vann do you want it?

the sleeping doremon very cute right....

look at them... sorry for the blur-ness got they are placed at the bottom shelf.

2008-07-18T20:52:00.002+08:00

Went to seoul garden with loon, xian, vann and jenny. Had a great time there. Last time go there got the phobia of fishballs, now change to chicken. Cant wait until next week for k-box. =) i have watched the latest episode of D Gray Man. Allen is damn cool. i have asked alicia to help me change one video to mp3. now waiting for her reply. btw, those who want the song have to wait and you can hear Lavi's voice inside. because the video is like from the episode so you can hear the voice.

2008-07-17T19:24:00.000+08:00

Went to school for my TEP grade, it was not what I expect that I will get even though I dun think I am very outstanding. However, I was still thinking that why did I get that grade. However the commends from the supervisors are quite good.

For example:
- Good product knowledge ( I’m good at my finance part)
- I should polish up my leadership skills (I didn’t know that I have the potential to be a leader)
- Improve on my personal interaction (what is that anyway)
- Being a better team member
- I am a outgoing person (is that true? Hmm…)
Plus point: that time when cisco came at 10.30 and the finance was not done. I helped out with the finance. Ms chia say I am calm at that time. She also says that I am always early to help out in the store like stocking up or going to school early to help out with the finance. Then she says that one was one of my plus points. There is more to what she says but I cannot remember all. Ms Chia and Ms Loh concluded that I can do better and hope that I can improve to a better grade and brush up on my personal interaction skill (still dun noe what is that though).

After I received, my results I went to vann’s house for mahjong. I think I only won one game? I will be at home on the weekends and I think I am going to be very bored. Dun even know that whether tml will be going out a not. Hmm…

2008-07-17T09:05:00.000+08:00

What Ong Xue Qi Serene Means

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore.
You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions.
You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are.
You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth.
You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-07-17T07:21:00.000+08:00

It has been every long ago since I last post. All projects ended on the 15/7 and it was all a success. Good job team even though it was belated.

Ytd, I went to Orchard with Jenny and Vann. Jenny wanted to get a formal shoe for herself. So we went to the Far East to get, and manage to get her shoe. I bought a belt for my sister even though she will be paying me back. Hahax. After we got Jenny’s formal shoes, we were thinking where else to go. Then Jenny suggested that we walked to PS. Along the way there, we went into different shopping centers to shop. Like paragon, lucky plaza (step in one step then come out liao) and OG. We didn’t make it to PS since it was already 7++pm. Reason being we were inside OG. Jenny bought herself her blazer. Feel happy for her. Then we shop from the first floor to the last floor. Not realizing that we were the only one there on the last floor. And we were making a lot of noise. Especially at the toy department. We three were like big children and spent most of the time there. That is why we didn’t make it to PS.

Updates on today later, most likely depending on my mood. =)

2008-07-02T20:09:00.002+08:00

Today was supposed to go to Causeway point to the Poh Heng Jewellery to ask if they will give us a carrier for the role play tomorrow. But in the end, jenny has it so we change our plan to velocity. Had our lunch there and some window shopping.

After that we went to vann’s house to continue our role play, and finally we have the hang of it. Just realized a few days ago, that during the role play the rest of the class will not be in the class. Meaning that in the class only got your team of 3 and the teacher. You know what that mean? It means you dun nid to be nervous. While doing the role play, there were a lot of different sound effects. Such as, “chee ching” or “ching” or “hehhhhh…~”

Had a lot of fun today. ^ ^ thank you for visiting my blog, hope to see you again. Wish a good day start tml and good bye. (hahahahahahaha)

2008-07-01T08:54:00.000+08:00

Today is the first day of July. Next week will be having a “break”. It is also the week where we do our project.

Just changed my blogskin this morning. Feel free to give suggestions. ^ ^

Enjoy!

2008-06-23T21:03:00.000+08:00

I wish i can be sick...

2008-06-19T19:23:00.001+08:00

Today is a very boring day. The lessons are boring… nothing to do. Shock to know that su xian is in the hospital. Su Xian, get well soon……!!!

Guys I am sorry that I cant go with you all tomorrow. Su Xian, I am sorry that I cant go and visit you. SORRY!!!!!

Reason for not able to go… -->my mum!!!!!

What’s wrong with going to the hospital to visit a friend????!!!!!! This is not the first time liao!!!! That last time my good friend had operation, she also don’t allow me to go and visit her. Even if she is now resting at home, I am still not allowed to visit!!!!!! If next time her friend got into the hospital, she better dont ask me to go with her to visit, since she don’t allow me to visit my friends. ROAR!!!!!!

P.S. to all my friends who are sick, hope you get well soon and i am seriously sorry that i cant go and visit even though i would like to T_T

2008-06-17T15:18:00.001+08:00

Today is the second day of classical. So far, the lessons are boring and I don’t like BM0086, especially the teacher. Haix. Also it has been two days since I left Cheers and I have been receiving calls from my juniors. Lastly, I MISS CHEERS!!!!!

Ever since I left Cheers and finally has the chance to relax down, I am feeling super tired and I don’t know why.

Don’t know what else to say but, jenny and vann please take care of yourself and hui ling hope you get well soon, if there is any updates please please let me know asap and also let me know if you need someone to be with you, I am more than willing to be that person.

2008-06-11T21:43:00.002+08:00

I am super not happy with someone today and again i shall not say is who.

I must apologise to the new batch of cheers, for not being a good mentor but i can promise you all that if there is nothing that you need help from me just go ahead and call me, i will help whenever i can. really sorry.

2008-06-10T21:23:00.000+08:00

I did mobile selling with my team on last Friday and today. The reason why we do is because, Cheers is overstock, there are so many stocks that I hope to clear as much as possible while doing mobile selling. Another reason is because now is school holidays, so the traffic in Cheers is rather low. The afternoon shift BSU students spoilt my mood for mobile selling today.

Starting from last week, I no longer know the answer to the following question:
What are friends for?

Don’t ask me the reason; this question has struck with me for days, ever since last week. I am super not happy because of mobile selling today. I wan to clear that question off my mind but I can’t.

My good friend having operation soon, hope she get well soon. Don’t worry, even if my mum don’t allow, I will still visit you. Confirm one!!!

2008-06-03T21:55:00.005+08:00

This post suppose to be yesterday but for some reason which i dont know, i couldnt manage to post yesterday so just post today lor.

Last week, I had my last night shift. We ended at 9pm plus but it was considered early as the latest we went back was 10pm+++.

Below will be some of the pics that we took when we had our last night shift.

On last sat, I went to the world book fair with my second sister. Those who are crazy with anime or manga seriously should go. There is this stall that sells things like comic connection but their things are more cool and interesting and the most important thing--- is CHEAP!!! They even sell the costumes for several anime characters. For example, Allen Walker’s coat!!! ARGH!!!! I want that coat somemore is only like $150… is cheaper than I expected. Below are some of the things I bought from book fair. Don’t be jealous hor.

black order's crest

black order's crest necklace

Shana's jewel (my sister bought it)

the box that contains the necklace and the crest

When me and my sis we saw the stall, we were crazy about it. We don’t even want to leave that place but we have too because, we have other things to buy.
Those who feel like going, I will be going on this coming Saturday again to look at allen’s coat and hoping to buy something there again but I don’t think I can because I am broke!!!! T_T

2008-05-28T22:21:00.001+08:00

Met vann, jenny and two of their mates from eldc today for lunch. It was fun and an enjoyable lunch. Was laughing for one hour++ with jenny’s jokes.

Took photos today with my shift-mates. Will post the photos on weekends though. Look forward to it. The farewell party for MSC will be on 13th june. On week 9 which is the last week, we will be having full shift from Tuesday to Friday. Haix.

Something happen ytd during finance. When we were calculated the cash for the day, there were an extra of $200!!!! BUT after investigation, we found out that it was actually he wrote the amount wrongly. It is suppose to be $300++ he wrote it as $100++. LOLZ! How careless can he be?

This week is the last night shift. I am gonna miss it. Somemore marcus wont be with us on the last day of night shift. Hopes he get well soon.

Was feeling horrible these few days, all because of the rain. Still havnt go and see doctor about it. My parents knew about it that they never do anything. What to do? It hurts.

2008-05-26T21:30:00.000+08:00

I am going to miss Cheers. This week is my last night shift week and the last week which is the handover week will be full shift for everyone in Cheers. I went to school very early today. Was suppose to meet Melissa for the VM competition but she didn’t know the time we meet. So I ended up helping Ming Jie with finance. Everything was going quite smoothing today until my shift start.

Today sucks man. I suddenly get gastric pain. But I also not sure whether is it gastric. Then I think because I have been standing for too long, my ankle hurts again. And… I think I placed too much force on my right knee and left leg. They are starting to hurt again. You think that a good night rest will be to recover? I wanted to enjoy my night shift as much as I can now because it is the last week. I don’t want the attachment I have for Cheers to stop. I was having so much fun. I don’t want it to stop but life you will never have never-ending story.

2008-05-15T21:05:00.000+08:00

I was very tired today. The timing of the warehouse and GLS sucks today as well. After warehouse left, GLD came. The store was once again in a mess and when GLS came, I realized that I haven’t had my lunch. Haha foolish me.

I was surprised that I actually had a nap today. I rarely take nap, probably I was really tired. My mum thought I was sick though. Haha. Still feeling tired therefore I also don’t know what else to type.

2008-05-13T19:38:00.000+08:00

I was really very unhappy today. The store seen empty when the morning shift go to the store this morning. Ms Lim was early this morning to come to Cheers to get her drinks. She found that the microwave oven was not cleaned properly. Melissa told her that it was suppose to be the duty of the night shift. Ms Chia finally came back to Cheers today. The moment she reached Cheers, she don’t look happy. Like what she said, the store was really empty. Melissa went for finance, marcus and I was doing cashier-ing and Samuel who exchange shift with lyon did not really do much top-up. Haix.

I was supposed to do the expiry check today as it was due this coming Thursday at 2pm. However, after lunch GLS came. And everyone was busy with GLS. I was helping out too. Thought that I was able to do the expiry check after GLS however, I was busy with the stock-up and wasn’t able to do the check. I asked the night shift leader-Sandy to help me make sure that everything was stocked-up and if possible to help us with the check. Wonder if they will actually do a not. Not much trust here.

2008-05-12T16:47:00.000+08:00

Today was my mum birthday and today is the first time that I made red eggs for her. My dad cooked mee suan for her. Hehe. This morning sucks. There was this female customer; she left a bottle of drink on the counter. I thought she was going to buy, and then I took the bottle and scanned. After she looked at the price, she said,” sorry, I was just checking the price.” In the end, I need to pay for the drink as I don’t want to void it. Furthermore, I doubled scan a Pringles. In the end, I still have to pay for it. Just nice for me to try the new Pringles, if not I don’t think that I will really go and buy the Pringles and try.

Today is the first time I reach home so early. Must make use of the time. However, I am meeting my team-mates online later for a discussion for our revamping of chocolates and sweets. You will see the colorful sweets area. Hehe. Look forward to it. Oh, there is this new chocolate egg in store. Costing $1.00. Go and take a look nia. Good day everyone!!! ^ ^

2008-05-09T08:48:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was extremely tired. The timing of the stock arrival sucks. After GLS leave no long after, the warehouse came. Furthermore, someone double order, so the stock from the warehouse is much more than usual. While checking the stock from the warehouse, yamakawa came. -_-‘’’ the store was a mess. Everyone has been busy stocking up, keeping stock, checking stock and doing housekeeping. Non-stop work for like more than 3 hours. It’s tiring but still quite fun. Better than nothing to do at all.

Oh… almost forget, HK cried yesterday. Me, Melissa and supervisor asked her wad’s wrong. She don’t want to say. When she was inside the toilet crying, LW saw her crying. When LW went to cheers, she asked me why HK cried but I also don’t know the answer. Haix. Now, I am 99.9% sure that the person who talk to supervisor is her.

2008-05-05T20:40:00.002+08:00

today is finally my long-awaited night shift. but sadly, i somehow can predict that this week night shift wont be as fun as before. i believe people will changed over time, so the atmosphere will somehow changed when a person changed. furthermore, lyon wont be joining for the night shift from wed-fri. plus!!!!!! someone else will be joining my team for night shift!!! OMG!!!!! (somemore is the one that i dun really like) haix.

then today, when helping joshua with his finance today, i saw this new plastic $20 note. that note still seen very new and the note was very flat, no crumples anywhere too. so i change the note and put it into my piggy-bank. heh...

2008-05-02T07:03:00.001+08:00

today is my last day of afternoon shift. nxt week will be starting night shift again. but i have my worries.

i am afraid that the atmosphere in the team may changed. however, after talking to someone, i feel better but the fear remains. who else i can talk to? i cant see my best friend online anymore. she has her own problem too. i dun wish to add to her problems by telling her mine.

haix.

2008-04-30T18:52:00.002+08:00

there is something i would like to blog about, however, due to certain reasons i shall not say anything.

was super tired today, dun wad else i can do or blog abt. haix. if i think of smth else ltr, i shall blog abt it. mate ne.

2008-04-29T18:11:00.002+08:00

I am feeling a little happy today, i finally managed to reach home early. i must apologise to jenny and vann, cos i made them go to cheers and i actually forget that i was meeting them. seriously sorry.

was being pissed with someone today, it was the same person on the previously time. melissa should be able to know who.

a little sad though, until now there still isnt any orders coming in. what can i do?

2008-04-28T21:55:00.002+08:00

I was pissed with someone(s) today. but i wont say who, for those who know please keep it to urself. as for the details, i wont say here also.

first i wan to apologise to joshua and samuel for leaving you guys behind in cheers today.
second i also wan to apologise to samuel for not helping you to do finance. i really dun have the energy to do finance anymore at that time.

i stay for the night shift again. i myself dun even understand why i stay for night shift. how sia? ms chia even ask me how come i was still in cheers, arent i suppose to go home? i was kinda of shocked when she ask that. at that time i couldnt answer her. all i can think is telling i was helping my team-mates. i cant think of any other reasons other than that. how sia?

2008-04-26T07:58:00.002+08:00

I just realised that i have been updating for one week or so. I have been doing finance and attending the morning briefing for one week, and i still prefer night shift. Ms Lim's mood seems to be okay this week. She even help me do my finance. I really would like to thanks her. We were talking about the whether my team like to do night shift. I told her the recent night shift is very quiet, no life at all. Then, I told her that my team like to do night shift (right, guys?). She was shocked when she knows. She said that hardly people want to do night shift. I told her my team special. hahax.

I suppose to be home around the afternoon ytd, but.... i was having this one day training in the outside cheers. it was from 2-6pm. the cheers that i went to, i won't say where. that cheers s***. our school cheers is way much better. was even wondering how they can pass the housekeeping. when you see from outside, the store seem small and packed. but when you walked in, the store is actually kinda big but still packed. There are dusts and dirt everywhere. I asked them about their peak period. and I realised that their peak period is the time when our school cheers time arpund 8-9++am or so. So their peak period isn't really a peak period to me. lolz.

2008-04-20T08:27:00.002+08:00

tml is going to be monday, that means the day that i start my every first finance will be tml. wonder how will it be like.

times passes very slowly when i was at home. there's nothing to do. furthermore, i am not allow to use the computer for too long. even now, when i look at the computer, i am so sian of it. haix. boring.....

2008-04-18T23:11:00.002+08:00

today is my last of day of night shift. will be starting morning shift next week. then every morning got to go for the morning briefing.

tonight, the night shift, we drag our time until 9.30pm++ then we left. we had our dinner with one of our cheers senior in the store. then that time marcus was cleaning the most digusting thing of all. hahax. poor marcus. and i accidently found out that my team-mates actually watched anime. i was so shocked and happy. oh.. almost forgot, the EOD report was the best. nothing happen to the printer or the keyboard. they today very guai.

along our way home today, we were talking about HK. we say her until even i find her a bit poor thing. but then again, i also dunno what else to say. i wont say in details here, just in case she read. for more details, please ask me personally on msn or if we see each other.

i like night shift. the most relax and fun shift of all. wonder if morning will be as fun as night. hmm... but hor... i will be doing finance, will i miss the fun?

2008-04-17T21:50:00.002+08:00

WTH.... i went home ytd at 10pm plus again. the night shift damn suai la. the day before was the printe spolit. then ytd, the keyboard spoilt. thought that ytd can went home like 8pm plus. but the stupid keyboard spoilt.

Today is the best. i was home at around 9pm plus. everything went quite smoothly today. i was doing finance the whole day. damn tired how. i think i am getting sick. now my head is feeling very heavy. luckily, so far... only had one blue-black. i think is because that day when i was carrying the boxes. i accidentaly hurt myself. hahax. blur me. tml will be the last day of the night shift. cant wait until then, because i had so much fun with them. ^ ^

hey guys, thanks the happiness nia. ^ ^

2008-04-15T23:44:00.002+08:00

Today is the second day in Cheers. I am glad that I have such good team-mates. They really bring joy into cheers. Without them, I think Cheers will be boring.

Went home at 8.13pm today. super late right. becasuse of some reasons that i dun noe whether i should say a not. anyway, hope that i can get to go home ealier tml.

2008-04-14T21:32:00.002+08:00

Today is my first of attachment in Cheers. Even though my shift starts from 3.30pm. I was in school around 9am for the morning finance. The finance was a headache. There are so many problems.

Everything was going just fine until it was my turn to close my counter. When I close my counter, I realized there were 3 pick-up receipts!!! I was 100% sure that I only did 2 pick-ups but i dunno how come there were 3!!!

Now, i cannot be sure that whether i have a shortage of $200 a not. How sia? $200 leh, not $20. $200 isnt a small sum of money. How????

2008-04-12T07:15:00.001+08:00

Yoyo… long time boh update liao. School is reopening in like 2 days time. Everyone will be having either attachment or classes when school starts. I have been attached to our school’s cheers. For the pass one week, I have been receiving training from supervisors and seniors. There are way too much things I learnt in cheers but I cannot let a third party know so… sorry.

If anyone wants to see me in the first week, my shift will start from 3.30 onwards. So feel free to come to cheers. All are welcome. Hahax. See you soon.

2008-02-27T21:01:00.000+08:00

Finally, I had my first game of mahjong at ah vann’s house that day. I had fun that day. I laughed until my stomach hurts and my chin there went numb. Still thinking of looking for job but hor…. You know la. I very lazy one. Even lazy to look for job. Haha. Shall continue slack for the next few days.

2008-02-23T07:27:00.001+08:00

Finally the exams are over. And you know what that means? It slack-time!!! Play-time!!!! Gathering-time!!!! Cant wait for the list to come out. Should I work? Maybe I should, to get out of my aunt clutches. Then I don’t need to work for her. Any job recommendations?

2008-02-11T20:47:00.000+08:00

Wasn’t in a very good mood these few days. Have I been stressing too much or was I thinking too much?

There is arrangement made for the coming Saturday and Sunday. I don’t want to go for both. But… I can’t. I was forced to go. I told them that I don’t want to go. I have exams coming up. But… they don’t want to listen. What can I do? There is no much time left. I seriously need the time to study. There is still so much left for me to study, there is still so many things I am unsure about. I need help!!! One day of 24 hours, to me now is not enough. I need more time.

Despite the time I spent this morning till now, no matter how much I tried to memorize, I simply just cant get them into my head!!! What can I do? Is only one week left before exams come… what else can I do?

boku... kowaii desu

2008-02-10T19:40:00.000+08:00

Yo!!! During the Chinese New Year, you guys got receive hong bao money? For every year, Chinese New Year has been very sian for me. This year wasnt any exception. However, i still want to complain:
First day:
- when going in to malaysia, was stuck at the malaysia custom for like half an hour. plus there isnt any air-condition
- there isnt any relatives coming to my grandma's house, so one word.... SIAN!!!
Second day:
- all the relatives were coming in one after another and then all my uncles smoke!!! So.... smelly...
- during lao yu sheng, my whole arm is filled with the yu sheng. my sisters were worst then me. they even have some on their head.
- there isnt any similar topic between me and my cousins. so... another word.... SIAN!!!
Third day:
- suppose was to come out from malaysia in the morning but ended up coming back in the evening
- furthermore... in the car there was eight people. i wasnt sitting properly/comfortable.
- no matter how my mum and my sisters shift, i still cannot sit comfortablely. but, if there was no traffic jam then, is still ok but... i was stuck at the malaysia traffic jam at the custom there for more than one hour!!!! my leg hurts... (cause cannot stretch)... so... one word again... ROAR!!!!

despite all the complains, i still have manage to have some fun. ^^

2008-02-04T18:44:00.000+08:00

Feel very boring these few days. This coming thursday is Chinese New Year, not really looking forward to it. Firstly, exams is on its way. Secondly, everytime Chinese New Year is always boring to me. Lastly, this year is a very bad year for the horses.

Tomorrow, will having the last lesson for this semester. Times flies, isn't? So fast, we have been together for like 8 months? And we will be year 2 the coming april. Fast sia!!!

Nothing special to blog about today, off to study econs liao. See you guys tomorrow.

2008-02-01T14:23:00.000+08:00

Today is the first day of another month. Times files, is Chinese New Year next week. Ready to receive money?

There is no badminton session today and went home a while after the lecture has ended. There is nothing for me to do at home, finished reading another manga and now thinking what other things I can do. Should I do next week stats tutorial? Or should I continue my econs revision? Or should I just continue to slack? What to do?!?!? There is still about 2 hours more before I left home to go and meet my secondary schools friends. I shall continue to listen to the songs that jenny gave me and put them into my handphone.

Everyone, please take note, there is only about 3 more weeks to exam. So, please start your revision now before it’s too late to start. Gambatte!!!

2008-01-29T21:00:00.000+08:00

I had a fun day today. Thanks hwee miang for the lobang for k-box. Today is the most fun k-box session I ever had with my friends (even though I only being there for like 3 times).
I sang even more songs than the previous time I have been with my poly mates. But, the happy feeling doesn’t last long after I reach home.

After I reach home, I told her I went out to play with my friends. She said nothing and just smile. I thought everything was fine. After I rest for a while, I went to bath. After my bath, I saw my favorite dishes on the table and she offer to help me warm up one of the dishes while I was bathing. BUT…… she asked me to eat finish all the food. I was like WTH!!!!! Guess what she say, “Who ask you so late then come back home and eat. The one who eat the last have to finish up all the food.” I was, har, got like that one meh. I damn pissed la. After I put all my food on my plate, she say,” really har?!?!?” Then I say,” if not then how?” I continue eating my food. And she was there laughing.

I was glad that she actually help me to warm up my food, was thanking her also. But everything change. I seriously regret for thanking her. Next time, if I will be staying out late outside with my friends, I will tell her not to cook my share for dinner. Never!!!

2008-01-24T21:03:00.000+08:00

Finally, today is the day where everything is all over. No more presentations, no more projects except for frontpage. Yay!!!

Had received good comments from teacher today. And congratez to jenny and haha for the speech well done today.

Suddenly feel very relaxed. Went with vann to the amk hub and causeway point to look for her soft toy and we each bought ourselves a new wallet. But didn’t manage to get her soft toy and we were tempted with the new year goodies at amk hub and the clothes sales at causeway point.

I am very happy today. Thanks for everything today for all the good things that happen today. ( sorry to say this but, I may not be playing badminton tomorrow but will still be attending, cos I having slight headache, not sure whether tml will recover a not).

2008-01-23T21:26:00.000+08:00

Today, I had my Economics ppt. Thanks goodness, that it went on quite smoothly. Hope my manage to get a pass.

Just finished my oral comm. What a relieved! Hope tomorrow everything will be fine.

On the way home today, I nearly slipped and fall AGAIN!!! Why am I the one who always nearly slipped and fall??? But lucky... never really fall, if not, if I were to accidentally sprain my ankle again, tomorrow you wont see me in school.

Off to rest. See you guys tomorrow. Good luck!!!

2008-01-21T21:03:00.000+08:00

I was looking at the photos of my family members including mine yesterday. It brings back memories. And I realize something, I have short hair once!!! I seriously thought I was having long hair all along.

I have this cousin of mine, she was born in the same year as me and she was younger than me by around 1 month. She seems to be fated to be bigger in size than me. Ever since we were babies, her size is always bigger than me.

Also, most of my siblings’ clothes when they were babies and even now, around 80% of their clothes were mine. Especially when they were younger. Well, I loved my family. I can’t imagine how much I adore my sisters when they were babies. Times passes real fast. They are already in secondary school now. Imagine the times when they were just babies. Haix.

2008-01-18T21:21:00.000+08:00

I was talking to A and HM today after I have finished my part for econs project. At first we were talking about religion, then we talk about oral communication and last we talk about the character of a person in our class and agreed that everyone in our class has a unique character.

We were talking in class, who has a strong character. A said that I have a strong character but…. I don’t think so. Despite from what she explained to me, I still don’t get it. What does mean by strong character? And in what way, I have a strong character (which I don’t think I have)?

Was also talking HM on the msn the other day, we were talking about character as well. The both of us thought that we were everyone weak and useless. And not knowing ourselves well. I didn’t manage to know my own self over the years I have lived. How can I know more about myself?

2008-01-16T20:54:00.000+08:00

It has been days since my previous post. A bit lazy to post though. I had a presentation on management today and I think I sort of screwed up a bit. At the every last minute, I suddenly forgot what I have intended to say. Anyway, like what haha say, since is over, then let’s just forget about it. What is done is done.

I asked my sisters this question today. I asked them how come they can still work even if they don’t have the mood to do so. They replied, no choice wah, still have to do since tomorrow have to hand in. But I still don’t get it. Last time when I was in secondary school, I make sure I do my homework before I do anything else. But now, I can’t do work without the working mood. Despite, I realized how important the work is, I simply can’t have get the motivation I want. Even if, there is a test tomorrow, 2 presentations next week including one that I haven’t even started. Not matter, how much I know things I simply cant do it.

I cant get any solution. I don’t what to do now. Who can tell me how?

2008-01-09T23:06:00.000+08:00

Today went to watch Warlords with vann but the movie was not up to my expectations. I thought it will be even better. Haix. Nvm ba.

I received a phone call from my mum asking me to accompany my sister to the optician to make her a new pair of glasses. I was very unhappy for it. Making glasses only mah, why need me to go. Not as if she doesn’t know her way there plus she is already secondary 3.

After I reach home, my face was black. I don’t care what she asked me to do. Just can’t be bother to talk to her.

Feel very tired today. Plus I cannot find the article that I want from ProQuest. Currently still looking for more information for my oral communication’s speech. Hoping to finish my speech and frontpage latest by Saturday. Hope I can do it. Gambatte!!!!

2008-01-04T20:14:00.000+08:00

I have mixed feelings about the weather these few days. I like it and hate it. Like it because, is a nice weather to the out of the house to have fun with my friends. Hate it because three of my joints are giving me problems (both my wrists joints and my right ankle joint). But, I hate it more than I like it. Sometimes the pain made can’t sleep at night. I know that my friends will ask me to go and visit a doctor but no thanks. I don’t want to make my parents worried plus my family these months is facing a mini financial problem. I don’t want to add more problems to my family. Haix.

P.S vann, I leveled up in maple again. Now level 47. ^ ^

2008-01-02T09:23:00.000+08:00

Is the second of the year today. Anybody craving for the day of Chinese new year?

I went to my aunt new shop yesterday, it was a little unexpectedly smaller. Thought it will be bigger. Den went to AMK hub yesterday to get some new year clothes. Altogether I have 8 new year shirts. No shorts. Cos not thinking of getting one, maybe later ba.

Going to get my new phone today, in the late afternoon. Supposing to be yesterday but, they have no stock left. So today lor. Time pass faster can? So that I can get my new phone liao.

2007-12-27T17:32:00.000+08:00

today, i went to the the woodlands civic centre to meet alicia, jenny and claudine for the interview with the manager. the manager met us at 9.30am and had a nice chat with the manager.

after the interview, we went to the seoul garden for lunch. i seriously have fun there. take for an example, the prawn without the prawn shell and i was asked to eat it. lol. den i was forced to eat 16 fishballs. (actual is 17 but claudine eat 1 for me) omg, i think i am not going to eat fishballs for the next few weeks???

after i finish the 16 fishballs, they want me to eat 17 scoops of ice-cream!!!! omg. ah vann!!! why you not in singapore?!?!?!?! den the one eating the fishballs will be you and you will have to eat 18. hahahaha!!!!!!

i seriously enjoy the ice-cream there. peppermint is the best!!!!!

2007-12-20T10:09:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not posting these few days, was in Malaysia for a holiday. 14th to 16th was in Malacca. Went to a historical place in Malacca but I do not know the name of the place. Went to Afamosa’s water world. It was fun and exciting. Went up the family raft, best time ever with my family. 17th was in the Batu Pahat. Every thing happened very fast and was done in a rush but it was fun and tiring.

By the way, when i was in the train towards Malacca those places that were flooded was still flooded. You can only see the rooftop of the houses. Other than rooftop, the cartop and the tree top. But luckily, the railway was able to run if not I will not be able to go to Malacca.

a place in gu cheng

the trishaw very nice right?

mi and my mum. we couldnt open our eyes and the wind was very strong.

entrance of gu cheng

mi and my family

nice view?

2007-12-12T21:59:00.000+08:00

These few days I am very happy.

First, holidays is coming. And I will going to the Malaysia.
Second, I get my replies from my friend and every thing is cleared now.
Third, I somehow watch finish the tv series, Hero. But kinda sad because I don’t seem to be able to find the last episode of Hero. In the end I give up searching. And went to watch a new anime.

I can conclude that I cannot watch drama through the internet. I will not hold my interest long. Unless it is being shown on the TV. I am more into the anime. Anime nicer and more interesting.

That day, I went to the library with ane and borrowed some books home so that I can read on the train to Malaysia. It has been sometime since I last went to the library to borrow books. I miss the times in secondary school when I find some interesting storybooks and shared it with hui ling and xue ting. However, ever since I went in poly I haven’t had any chance to really sit down and read a book. Haix. Maybe in the holidays, I can catch up with some reading and self-study. It seems that my holiday is going to be a busy one. ^ ^

2007-12-07T19:56:00.000+08:00

There has been a question in my mind these few weeks. I don’t know whether m I thinking too much or the thing really happen has happen.

Haix. May I ask, what is friendship mean to every one of you?

To me, friendship means that I have my friends with me. We share similar thoughts, interest and emotions. We experience ups and downs together. We share happiness and sadness with each other. Even though, there are times that something happens to you regardless whether is it happen to our personally, or someone from your families that indirect or direct affect you and thus you do not want to worry. Even though we understand that you do not want us to worry about you, but the thing is friends share each other burdens isn’t it? We hope to share your burden and your sadness but do you allow us to share with you? You don’t tell us your emotions, thoughts, worries or even things from the surroundings that affect you. So what if we cant solve your problems? So what that it will be a waste of each other time to listen to crap but the main point I, talk, communicate, tell us. I can confirm that it surely will make you feel better. The main problem that arguments or misunderstandings happen is because of lack of communication. We need to communicate more. Please don’t ever try to face things alone. Talk to me, I might not be able to solve your problem, and I might not be the best listener, but I m sure that I can make you feel better.

I miss the times when we are in semester one. Can’t we go back to that time? I really enjoy the times we had. Not only me, ane also wished that we can go back to last time. Do we do anything wrong? Are you angry with us? How come when we are together, the atmosphere is tense? We aren’t talking much to each other. What the hell happen to us? Can you tell us?

I had a weird dream last night. It has no relationship to my current problem and it brings no solution to my problem as well.

I dreamt that – it was late at night. All my family members were in bed sleeping soundly. And I was doing my tutorial in the kitchen. Then, suddenly the washing machine started to fill with water. I went to turn it off. I repeat the same things three times before giving up to ask my mum how come the washing machine is like that. She told me off that time, she said in mandarin: ‘为什么你要把洗衣机的水关掉？你不知道洗衣机里面有鱼吗？’ weird har? How come there are fishes inside the washing machine? Then she also say,’ 去跟那些鱼说对不起！！！’ then I woke up. Weird? How come I can have these kind of dream?

Haix.

2007-12-02T19:25:00.000+08:00

Today is the second day of December. Anyone feeling great??? Times passed so fast, it’s getting end of this year.

Finished up with quite a lot of things throughout the weekend.

First, I finish my preparation for the oral communication ICA2.
Second, I finish stats and afa tuts.
Third, I finish watching three series of anime: Full metal panic, full metal panic, the second raid and full metal panic fumoffu. You guys should watch the fumoffu. Even though it doesn’t have much link with the first two series, it is very funny.
Lastly, I leveled up again in maple…hahaha lvl 41 liao…

Not bad sia, I did so many things in two days. Haha. Gonna continue watching another series of anime – Chrno Crusade. I like Chrno. He is damn cute. -_-‘’’

2007-11-28T21:19:00.000+08:00

Finally have the time to blog. Has been busy studying for the coming ICAs.

First, I want to talk about Stats. I think I gonna get just a pass for stats as there were careless mistakes everyway.

Next, AFA. The result was released yesterday and I was shocked to hear that I only get 18 ½ out of 25. I wasn’t expecting that kind of results furthermore the paper was basis. How come I can get that kind of mark. Was it because I was careless in calculation or it was my general journal that pulled me down. Congratez to ane and haha for passing AFA with flying colors, you guys are great. Gambette!!!

Last, today’s management ICA. It sucks okay… the next worst paper ever. I had forgotten about the eight different types of plans. I mixed up the contingency factors of span of control with the contingency factors of organizing. Thus resulting in the loss of marks.

It is finally the day to be able to relax a bit, so I went to AMK hub with ane today after the paper. On the way there, I saw a komodo dragon at the canal in front of the traffic light, near to AJC. When I wanted to take a picture of it, it ran away. Haix, Too bad, no photo taken.

Then, when ane and me reached AMK hub, we went to the hello shop to look at Nokia handphones. Ane changed her mind of getting a sony ericsson phone as she was tempted by me to get a Nokia phone. Yeah… I may not be getting N76 and going to try a bar phone. Hope I can get use to it. After that we went to the NTUC to get some ‘rubbish’ to eat. Had lots of fun there. Then, we took a walk in the hub before going to a mini fair of traditional food. Tomorrow is the last day. Whoever wants to go please go tomorrow.
At the mini fair, we bought food to eat again. Sounded so greedy here. Anyway, I bought a Taiwanese cuisine – a hot and spicy bee hoon. Is damn spicy la, but I think if haha and jenny were to try them I bet they will say it wasn’t spicy at all.

After the mini fair, we took the train back to YCK mrt station as it was raining. And ane and me went separate ways back home.

On the way back home, I went to buy some otah. Bringing the otah happily back and wanted to share it with my families BUT… none was at home. A while later, they reached home and told me that they brought zhuzhu to go see doctor. Because… when she was suppose to go and meet mum at the YCK MRT station to go Yishun – when both of them reach Yishun, zhuzhu suddenly squat down and nearly fainted. Thus, the trip to Yishun was unsuccessful and mum has to spend $49.10 on doctor consultation fee. The reason for her to be in the state of nearly fainted is because of there is no blood circulation to her legs. But luckily, everything other things are fine now. Hehe.

Had a fun and interesting day today. Let’s continue and enjoy the rest of our school days together!!!

2007-11-22T21:07:00.000+08:00

i am very happy today. i finally get over with the recent situation. i finally talk to H. the first word that i spoke to her was 'ohaiyo' . met her, A and O for breaksfast. O was late, thus we didnt wait for her and we waited for her at Mac while we have breaksfast. also, bought two of my bio imoto to Mac for breaksfast today. this morning i didnt bring my hanadphone to school due to one very stupid reason. i accidently dropped my H/P into a hole beside my bed and i couldnt take it out. have to ask dad to take it for me. luckily he manage to take it out for mi. arigato otosan. after these few days of sliently, i thought of a lot of things. i think i realli think about certain things too much which lead to my own sadness and my friends worriness.

to all my dearest friends: thanks for all the confont that you guys gave me. also the opinion, the readiness to help mi. realli, arigato!!!

oh!!! almost forgot. zhuzhu get her PSLE reasults today. she has the best result among us. mum and dad would be proud of her. her score was 242. damn good la. i 100% cant get that kind of mark. if u see mi get that kind of marks, miracles will happen. but hor, since this year PSLE result is so good, i think our batch will soon be out of the society le. HAIX!!!!!

2007-11-21T19:58:00.000+08:00

Feeling much better today. But still a bit 自责.

Am I thinking too much?

Am I worrying too much?

Should I be more automatic towards several things?

No longer know what to do after all the opinions my mates gave. Suddenly lost of direction. What to do?

Anyway, I have a confession to make!!!

Haha, Oba and Ane aishiteru!!!

Mina aishiteru and gambatte for tml’s ICA!!!

2007-11-20T21:18:00.000+08:00

Was looking through my memories folder, there were plenty of wonderful memories I have with my secondary school friends as well as my ploy mates. There are wonderful friends to have. I really like this relationship. Was wondering, how friendship comes to this world and bring us joy and tears.

Looking through the folder sadly, looking for things to cheer me up. But the folder was helpless. Haix. Then one question came across my mind, what if, I said IF. What if I were to leave this world silently without notifying anybody? What will my friends do and think?

I like my friends, that’s why I am damn scared that I will spoilt my relationship with them using my own hands. Especially the event that took place recently. Even though among friends there will be misunderstandings but I hate misunderstandings. Not once but twice that my friendship with someone was nearly broken because of one tiny mini misunderstanding. I suddenly feel afraid and alone…...

2007-11-20T18:35:00.001+08:00

Another terrible day, today. Was feeling sad, uneasy, tired and disappointed.

Saw H in school but couldn’t bring myself up to talk to her. During oral comm lesson, she was online. She apologizes for yesterday. But it wasn’t all her fault. I think yesterday was mainly my fault. I shouldn’t get angry for that. It was just a small thing; I don’t even know why I get angry for. They were just talking, chit-chatting. Afterall, they still did their work. Why am I bothered to get myself angry over this? I seriously don’t understand.

A told me that like what O said is either everybody’s fault or nobody’s fault. I choose nobody’s fault BUT my fault. I shouldn’t post that post yesterday. I shouldn’t get angry over that matter. I should have control myself more. I must learn to control myself not to get angry too easily. I must control my temper.

Didn’t talk to H for the whole day today. Wanted to. But there was something holding me back. I just couldn’t bring myself to talk to her. Not that I am still angry with her. Really!!! I am no longer angry with her. No more. I am not angry with anybody EXCEPT….. me. I wanted to talk to her… but it was difficult. T.T

Finally spoke the first word today to H when I was about to leave school with A. I said Bye to her, she smiled back. I turned back immediately. I was too embarrassed to face her. I don’t have the guts and the face to face her.

While walking to the MRT station with A, she told me that H was asking her if I was angry with her, how come I didn’t talk to her today. I told A, that I was not angry with her. It just that… haix.

P.S. I am seriously not angry with you le. I don’t know how to start talking to you. There is something holding me back from talking to you. (hardly talk to the others as well) Please understand that I wanted to talk to you, but…
Plus, please give me some time… thanks, I will really appreciate it.

2007-11-19T20:47:00.000+08:00

不好意思，今天我非用华语不可。

今天放学后，本来还好好的可是发生了一些小状况。

我不想绕一圈来说。你们不怪我直言。

今天出席的人，我谢谢你们的参与。你们既然有心来为什么没有心学呢？你们今天的大部分时间都花在谈天上，除了一个人。你们若要来谈天说地的话请不要打扰我和那个人。你们既然没有心要做习题的话也请不要叫我去准备。你们有心要学的话我也心要教，可是。。。算了我也不想多说。

你们若想说我发小姐脾气也好，说我无理取闹也好，说我自私也好，随便你们要怎么想我也好。因为我不想多说了。真的已经很累了。你们今天就当做因为我的脚痛而闹脾气好了。谢谢你们的善解人意。若今天这番话而得罪了人，在此我说声对不起。真的很对不起。

真实的，这几个星期以来做什么都很不顺利。终觉得很有压力，很累。可是又说不上来是因为什么。有没有人可以告诉我，我应该怎么做好呢？真的觉得很累了。。。

2007-11-16T20:46:00.000+08:00

Well, today is another day again. This week is finally over, and tomorrow is gonna be a weekend. Try your best to enjoy the weekends with your family or your friends.

Since today is Friday, that means, today is badminton day. Finally this day has come after a long one week. This time, we played at the YCK sports hall from 10.45am to 3pm. Plus, this time round, there are more people to join us into this mini gathering. There were Andee, Su Xian, Estee, Estee’s friend, Kenneth, Ngee Song, Hwee Miang, haha, oba and ane.

This time is more fun than the precious badminton session that had only four people. After all, the more people the merrier. That sentence is very true. Didn’t get to play with the guys though except for Andee during a double match.

Andee is a pro. He can stand down there and only stretch his arms. When looking at the guys playing just now, all I can do was keep waaa-ing. As they are damn pro. Even more pro than haha and oba.

One of the reasons is that, they are too pro for me to play with. Another reason is that, I believe myself that I don’t have the skills and the stamina to play with them. Haix.

I would like to thanks those who turned up today especially to our VIPs. Congratez to ane for your improvement in badminton. You can do much better!!! Gambatte!!! I also want to thanks oba for giving mi the encouragement just now in msn.

For the next session, I hope there will be even more people who can turn up. Let’s all have fun and study hard together as a class. Let’s show the others that our class is very united!!!

Mina Gambatte!!!

2007-11-15T21:21:00.000+08:00

今天是姐的生日。^ ^ 生日快乐。要开心哦。我想你一定不会忘记今天吧，因为今天是你升上理工学院的第一个生日。要好好珍惜哦！虽然今天不是我的生日但我今天还是很开心。因为我帮我姐庆生日。啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦~~~~若还想知道更多详情请游览以下网站：

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2007-11-14T18:32:00.000+08:00

今天很累，感觉上很忙可是自己什么都没做。明天是Vanessa 的生日。希望她永远快乐，健康。也祝她年年有今日，岁岁有今朝。

也不知道应该写些什么。算了，若有再说吧。^ ^

2007-11-10T22:09:00.000+08:00

今天很不安心，早上的时候收到某人的简讯。读了过后很不安心也很担心。但刚刚又和她在MSN聊天，觉得她已经恢复了就没有那么担心了。可是还有一个人让我跟担心。那就是我的爸爸。

这几天他老是告诉我们说他的腰骨很痛，去看了医生又找了X光可是还是一样。医生说是腰骨老化但是，老爸吃了药还是一样。这一年以来他不知道扭到了几次腰了。今天陪他去楼下的诊所看医生，医生给他打了针已经好多了。我很担心老爸。半年前他扭到腰一次，现在又扭到。医生叫他拿病假，他也不要。原因是因为他做工那里没有人做工所以他不要拿病假。老爸真是个好好先生。处处为他人着想也不为自己着想。我现在也不知道应该做什么，我只知道我很担心老爸。我希望他不要再扭到腰了！！！ T_T

人一旦年纪大了毛病就一大堆，我现在开始担心起自己来了。因为我的脚曾经扭过，然后现在呢，有时一到下雨天我的脚就会很痛。可能是风湿吧。我现在还小就有了风湿，那么一旦上了年纪那不就完了。到时一定会很痛很痛的。啊啊啊。。。

2007-11-09T14:56:00.000+08:00

很对不起，这几天都挺忙得所以就没有增加任何东西。

第一，我想所得是在ICA1 oral communication 的演讲有一点失败。万万没想到自己会那么紧张，但老师对我说做得还不错，就那么短短的一句话让我心终于可以安定下来了。在那次的演讲我很意外地发现到原来我的同班同学是那么的合作，之前没说好什么，但他们似乎知道应该怎么做。在此，感谢大家。

第二，演讲的那一天，我也知道了一件令人感伤的事情。和我同班的一位男同学的了肺癌。很吃惊。一个从不抽烟的人，一个向来对人很好很友善的人，一个愿意帮助他人的人，为什么上天一定要那样对他呢？难道说是老天没眼，老天是那么的不公平？好人有好报，此话是真的还是假的？没有人知道也没有人可以把真正的答案告诉我们。但是，还好的是，他的肺癌是早期还有得治。就这点值得感谢上天。

第三，昨天和中学的朋友一起去Plaza Singapura 去逛。在那里整整呆了至少五个小时。我和惠龄的脚都要断了，但是很开心，因为很难得我们可以一起出去逛街。当然，也拍了许多不正常的照片。想看吗？偏不让你们看。:P ^ ^

2007-11-03T00:19:00.000+08:00

已经过了半夜十二点了，没想我还在做功课。真得很累了。抄东西抄到我的手很痛，眼睛也很累。干刚才抄完的我已经昏昏欲睡了。可能是前几天懒得做功课，把所有的功课都推到现在才做。真的是自找苦吃啊。所以说呢，各位可别学我哦。临时抱佛脚是不对的。好了，不说了已经受不了了。大家晚安！！！

2007-10-30T19:01:00.001+08:00

告诉你哦今天在学校发生了一件趣事。

Today when going to the lab at block b for stats, it was nice for a-ne to help mi to hold the door. As I said,’arigato’ to her, she was supposed to reply do itashimashite. However she didn’t. She replied, ‘ gomenasai’ which means sorry in Japanese. Lolz. She cannot remember the Japanese language well. Actually, I wasn’t very good as well.

2007-10-29T19:02:00.001+08:00

谢天谢地我终于有时间写了。这几天都很忙。。。赶着做功课。我要谢谢jingui, meryl, hui ling and xue ting，她们也给了我一个难忘的生日。今天我很乖哦。。。我做完stats tut le。这几天最然很忙很累但时间过得很充实。

2007-10-24T19:41:00.000+08:00

i did the the quiz on how will i die... i didnt expect the answer to be...

2007-10-24T19:04:00.000+08:00

今天很开心也很感动。第一是，今天是我的生日也是我爸爸的生日。在这里我对老爸说生日快乐。第二是，今天一早去学校的时候我的朋友拿着一个小蛋糕和我的生日礼物。我很惊讶因为我没有想到会有蛋糕。她们是第一个给我蛋糕的朋友。你们所给我的礼物，我真得真得很喜欢。谢谢。也谢谢你们今天所给予我的快乐。

刚刚和家人一起吃晚餐，我们聊了很多。结果给猪猪和我妈说大姐今天很多话。‘叹’。。。哦，还有今天也收到很多朋友所给予的祝福。谢谢你们大家，我会好好地把这些祝福收藏在我的心里的。对于那些要我的病早日康复的，请放心，因为我现在已经好很多很多了。在一次的谢谢。

P.S. to haha, onee-sama and ane, thanks for the tofu ^ ^ today I very happy…
P.S. to haha and onee-sama, I told you guys that er jie will be the one who hug my tofu first right. Is true lor. She and zhuzhu was fighting for it.

Please guess which the followings at the left hand side was the present(s) i receive today? Those who got it correct... tell you something. come.... *whisper* there is no prize given...